"Its time to be nice to the ppl you cant stand, all year, im growing tired of all this christmas cheer.."
10:26 a.m. & 2003-12-21

"you ppl scare me, please stay away from my home, if you dont wanna keep me down, just leave the presents and then leave me alone"

-Blink182-I wont be home for christmas

*haha* go listen to the song...its a riot! Anyways...i feel that i should be recieving some sort of "hate mail" of some kind reallly soon. I really hate it when ppl go off on other ppl when they dont even know them. It kinda just sets off a chain reaction for me..cuz then i have to jump in (not knowing the person) and verbally kick their unknowing butt! dont mess with me.

*haha* Last night was fun. Parents left.."he" came over..we just layed around being stupid. it was fun. his presence brings instant smiles to my face. Then i fell asleep pretty early...lets say...12:50..or so. I was watching "mortal kombat: Annialation(crazy misspelled)" im a sucker for mortal kombat movies..theres something about guys beating up other guys and gettin all sweaty over it, that turns me on. o.O :P Juuuust kiddin..but i do like the cool "lets get pumpin music" my mom has the soundtrack, we used to do some weirdo exercise routine together to it. Thats when we did things "together" oh well.. i have no gas in my car..which is completely sad, now that the f'in thing isnt on "time out"

i think ill practice later on today. I think that might be a good idea. Ive got tiempos marked at good speeds for area..(yea right) which are stable, i just needa work for endurance and cleanlyness. My tounge and fingers seem to not like eachother sometimes..which isnt a good thing. I wanna make state so bad. Its really not even funny. Its my last year and i need something to show that i wasnt a complete failure at band for 7 years of my life, or music for 10 years of my life. This is what i NEED to show that i can accomplish my goals. Ok, so everyone pray that i have REALLY awsome practice sessions from here till January...k?! lol..now im just talking to myself. ok, i gotta go change and uhm..wash up..i have no clue what ill be doing from now until tommarrow..not good :S until then...keep on a'rockin to the blink music!!

~*&Vanessa

Blast from the past!!

then || now

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lost in space - 2005-06-12
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everydrawing that i drew was never ever true to you - 2004-12-26
New Home - 2004-08-25
rip carter - 2004-08-16