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3:32 p.m. & 2004-02-08
now that thats over with. how was your day sweetheart? yea, well, mines been filled with a giant beyond GIANT headache...so much crap went through my head last night, its not even funny. i remembered, while reading a gb entry why i REALLY dont write whats on my mind here. I have the other journal for that...i mean, i just like to write(type) about pointless meaningless things. Its fun. Wouldnt you say? As for my commentors..It is always about me. this is MY journal and im allowed to think whatever i want, so if i want the world to revolve around me here.. then ill do so. If it doesnt matter, then you wouldnt have taken the time to write to me, so i thank you a bunch for your oh-so-helpful comments. May someone treat YOU with the same amount of kindness you showed me. I love getting comments dont you. Life is on the turntables..being spun around and around in various directions, and God only knows where my A&M application could be right now.
So yea, ive been apreciating my blink cd a lot lately. Wow! Its really starting to make a lot of sense in more ways then one. Its opened doors for my musical taste and led me to some really nice places. Musical places that is. I found myself crying to lyrical phrases and seeing myself actually knowing what their talking about. unlike listening to "the party song" where they're talking about a party where they want some hot blonde, green eyes chick thats not wearing underwear...and so on. yep..i wouldnt know how that feels. Blink has been through a lot, and in a lot of thier recent interviews they talk about not wanting to be 30 and saying they're still "punk". good for them..i on the other hand isnt ready to graduate into "adultness". Mentally...sure, i will very soon, but physically...i like dressing like i do. Its fun, and usually keeps me feeling like a kid. I dont wanna grow up which is true...because...yea..scary.
Lets see whats up in the media, huh!? The whole Janet's right boob craze has finally died down to a trickle..which is gross, cuz i will never forget that moment EVER..nastyness. *Ugh* that newlyweds show SERIOUSLY needs to be taken offair. pointless crap! i cant believe that stupid ditz airhead of a chick who calls herself a singer is actually getting paid for running around with a camera as her 6 o'clock shadow. Please someone shoot her and save...nick!? nah...shoot him too, save little innocent kids from stubling upon MTV during the hours between 5pm-12pm where they have been trying to shoot their ratings down by airing a newlyweds marathon. To hell with their marathons. They should run a Blink182 marathon!! *evil grin*
Yes, i know ive been an evil bitch trying to brainwash the world into thinking that im the only one in everyones life and thats how its supposed to be, but hey...its ok, appreciate it now, before its gone. ill be graduating REALLY soon. thank God!! As for other things/people/situations/feelings/ and anything else for that matter....im really trying not to let anything get to me. i dont care anymore. Do what you please, when you please, how you please...thats how the world works anyways. The world works no lies, and - nevermind. This is stupid, and im not gonna do this here.
Ive been watching a lotta stupid movies over the weekend. Theyve all made me cry. Ima stupid emo sap..leave me alone. Ive seen Serendipity, When Harry met Sally, Armagheddon, Titanic, Bubble Boy, Chicago, Shallow Hal, Commited, the Crow, Unfaithful(dirty porno movie..dont watch it), the nightmare before christmas, Say it isnt so, Ever After, and...*drum roll* Contact!!! Yeps..i mananged to watch all those movies this whole weekend...(or mostly last night) Stupid sad love movies..eh..it'll be another lonely valentines day, but when hasn't it. I wont dwell on it though, i am going with Caro and some other people to San Antonio that day to see Andy. *hehe* Im oh-so proud of him. That Saturday is the All-state concert. I cant wait.
Trying not to think happy thoughts...someone hit me with something large and blunt. Uhm...ive got a mega load of Government AND Economics homework..plus i gotta goto church at 6:30. i better get to doing that. Ill write more later. ta-ta for now.
*Like indesicion to call you, and hear your voice of treason, will you come home and stop this pain tonight, lets stop this pain tonight..*
-Nessa
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