"Shame on me"
8:49 p.m. & 2004-02-11

What was i thinking...did i actually think that i couldi would be happy??? what the hell was i thinking. I needa wake up from dreamworld ...because he did..a long time ago. *shakes head* wake up vanessa.. i keep letting myself get hurt. If only i could just let go.. If only i wasnt so stupid for falling for false hope. I dont need hope thats hopeless. This should have taught me a long time ago. IF it didnt teach me anything in the past whats it going to teach me now...to just keep hopeing..hoping for that falling star to grant my wish and all my troubles to be over. im not that lucky...i never have been. This is all so pointless...i should have let it all go a long time ago... im tired of the lies and the *ugh* im just tired of always getting hurt...or as joe would put it..always gettingletting myself get hurt. Cheers to everyone...sleep tight.

-Nessa

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