"im legal to kill you"
10:44 a.m. & 2004-05-02

yea its been a while. sorry. Its really not my fault. my internets been out for like, a month. its a little strange cuz yea. lent is over and all. Hmm...what can i say. Im 18 as of yesterday. im proudly legal..wee. finally. im ready and willing for college already, and yea...i decieded on two factors, that i guess, are hella important to some people. here we go. Prom was Friday. i didnt go. i didnt see a brainless point to going..and i would have rather watched someone load the chambers of a gun and shoot me, than go play "prettyprettyprincess" and to pretend to be something im not, pretty. I guess you could say i saved my parents a fourtune on that. Next ive decieded to not goto New Orleans with the band. Im transferring all my money into my little brothers account and letting him take the trip. i think he prolly deserves it more than i do. Alotta ppl deserve more things than i do. So no senior trip for me. i recently visited my new home for the next 8 years. i took a trip to college station...wow..it was amazing. i cant wait to leave, get away from it all. i had a really good birthday yesterday. it wasnt the best, but it was pretty good. Present thank list goes out to:

Mom&Dad for the new MD player and Digital Camera

Little brother for the pretty pink roses and balloons

Noey (dads friend) for the DVD box set volume 3 of family guy

My aunt for the two books and book marker that says "it is not in the stars to hold our destiny, but in ourselves" -shakespear

My good friend and confidante AMy (here we go) *deep breath* The guitar tab book for the new blink cd, the new amp magazine with NOFX on the cover (yay!)a stolen (yes, she stole for me *tear) sale sign that says "Blink182 SALE 14.99" a car airfreshener with happy bunny, a blink182 sticker, a a freaking funny pin with william hung(i think thats his name) on it.

omg...i totally made a yummy cake. 3-tier to be exact and it was a little leaning...but it was all good. Of all the people i invited over...only amy showed up. boy...why doesnt it surprise me. Her birthdays tommarrow...so im off to go get her a present...yea..guess who didnt even have the fucking balls to call me. its been about 3 months now..i shouldnt care by now. and i dont. what a fucking friend he turned out to be. just another one to add to the list. to hell with him..im tired of him not appreiciating what i did for him. *BLah* no more.. its time to have fun again.

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