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"class of 2004"
4:37 p.m. & 2004-05-28
They're all gone.
Far Far away.
I guess its ok. I hope they all have fun. *feeling the tiniest bit of regret for not going* I hope he has fun. I wish he knew it was him that made me decide not to go. Not because i wouldnt be with him on the bus, but his stupid little yearbook comments. I couldnt even look him in the face at graduation...a quick hug and then i ran away into the shadows again. The bastard didnt have to end it like this. Its his fault. Ill lie to you all...because i do this quite frequently..Im not going to miss him. AND i hope he gets exactly what he wants outta life.
ON a definately happier note...since the band is going to New Orleans, that means so is my little brother. This also means, he'll be gone for 4 days. WEEEE. I really should have gone to the Perfect Circle Concert with roger and hugo...too bad there taking that brenda chick with them..i wont comment on her... Im going to Warp Tour this year...hopefully with Amy Molina. Its gonna be awsome and i really cant wait to spend some "quality time together" Blink182 came out on Letterman last night playing "down"...*Mmmmmm* That was mega sweet...it was exactly what i needed to smile. :) Not to mention the irony that my uncle invited me and my family to go swimming at this hotel, and his room number was 182. IT was total coincidence, but it was too good. Lately ive been on the Hot Cheeto and Water diet. :S ive had a bag everyday for about 1 1/2 weeks and 2 yesterday 1 today, and my dad bought me 2 more bags...at this rate i can see myself dead before 30. I really could careless at this moment in time. See...Ive already grauated..and life begins a new chapter and all this corny sentimental shit *blahblahblah* If i die from this point on...it will always be..."at least she graduated from high school and live the better days of life.." YEA RIGHT. screw it all. i have a profound hatred for life right now. Things arent going to well for some of my friends. If my life cant be good..i just wish theirs was.
Im watching Willard...its strange...im bored..maybe ill go bike riding later...maybe i should stop shoving my finger down my throat...*eh* maybe not...its so effective and probabaly safer than coke...not MUCH safer...but a little...laterz ppl.
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