"Your such an inspiration for the things that i never ever wanna be."
9:23 p.m. & 2004-06-03

Yesterday was the tornado anniversary in Laredo...today it rained and being the 18 year old that i am..me and Vanessa ran outside and folicked in the rain and mudd. Yea, we had a blast...i even thought i smiled a bit. Well...i get to see steven tommarrow. *hehe* its gonna be awsome...him and his almighty singing and yea...haha. His band gonna play tommarrow...so i gotta go support! :P i told him that id make a shirt with his bands' name on it just for kicks... Anyways..im gonna go have fun tommarrow. But first i have to help Vanessa and the whole oscar thing tonight. I got to wondering and almost died crying on the way home...just a couple more days and...yea...that will be a VERY intresting memory to think about. Sad but true... im ready for these crazy nails to come off. They're already pissing me off. But yea...im ready to let loose and basically...spend as much time with the ppl i love until i gotta go...yea..make the best of the time i have left. I just got yelled at by my dad for drinking a dr. pepper. My first in 4 days and i get called a fat ass that eats all the time. I guess this is where i get angry and whatever. too bad...im done getting angry..i guess you know who im spending my summer with..all my buds...cuz this place sucks.

The lighting outside reminds me alot of last summer. God...i could fall asleep and dream those days were here...but it aint gonna happen. nopenopenope.

well..go listen to some Perfect Circle..it calms the hell outta me.

APC- Judith

~*&Vanessa

then || now

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