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"warped tour !"
1:20 a.m. & 2004-07-03
Warped tour fuckin' rocked the cock..it really did, i tell ya..and yea. i have every reason to say that with the biggest smile on my face. well i know ive been frieghfully busy since i got back and ive got SOOO much to tell you, BUT..first things first.
Warped as mentioned above, was the most exciting thing EVER! hehe, well yea..so many new experiances and yea. The first time i stepped in there...it was just so amazing, the first band i saw was my chemical romance...holy jeezuz! Instant love i tell ya..pure chemistry to my ears that is..they were amazing, and yea..i got to hang out with christine for a while, until i lost her..but it was ok..i saw yellowcard and got to meet sean, the violinest. He's really cute when your up close and personal. Lucky for me..every band i got to see, i was in the front for..but, for some i was pushed outta there, cuz yea..i wanted pictures, but..couldnt cuz i almost dropped my camera several times. I got to crowd surf and although my ass was pitched more than it had ever been in ever...it was still so much fun. i got to meet the brilliant boys of senses fail..and the vandals..i also got to sing with jordan of new found glory and i caught a story of the year pick from their set. I was front and center for the Early November..and yes, they are my new "flava' of the month" or year..or yea..i love those guys..i *heart* sergio..hes the bassist...hes really cute and has this voice that..yea..*haha*..*Mmmm*. Anyways...that was warped tour...i saw a ton of bands and met a lot of them..but those were the highlights that i was completely amazed at. so that was warped tour..in a nut shell..MOST of my pictures came out awsome..but some were just ok. OMG! haha..i came home a fan of Bad Religion...and the Vandals..they were like...yea...i couldnt believe how awsome they were...very cool. I simply cant leave out the Thursday and Taking Back Sunday performance..*WOW!* just breathtaking....:O ohhhh and Underoath..i had been listening to some of their stuff months ago..and i got to see them live AND meet them..very very cool.. THAT was warped tour in a nut shell...hehe..
anyways..yea..ive been quite the busy little bee lately, just trying to get things together and yea. Me and chris got to hang out yesterday and she spent the night over...she was my little push to do two of the hardest things i probably had to do this summer. Both of those things involved giving invitations to two ppl...one old friend and one new friend. Both situations that made me want to puke up last weeks breakfast. My hands got sweaty and my heart raced and i even managed to circle the block a couple of times before actually getting the nerve to do it. I think it was a lot harder giving the invitation to the old friend that it was to give to the new friend...it was soo...hard. I shook in convulsions for a while and finally got it out..i managed to not even look at him in the face more than once.. i just couldnt..it was soo hard..it really was. The whole time, i just kept trying to keep myself from crying or remembering that im never gonna see him again..and even now, i tear up as i write this..cuz i know...how much he still means to me..and how much it really did "mean the world to me, if he could come to my party..." its too bad he wont know that..because before i could utter that out...he said he was leaving on the 12th of August...and my party is the 14th of august. Well...the pitch in my heart or churning of my stomach still hasnt gone away...For the new friend, it was slightly simpler..ive only seen this guy once before...were kinda like...friends over the internet..and we occasionally talk over the phone, but this time..chris got me to go to his house to take him his invitation...it was crazy...but..still worth it. His band is one of the ones playing at my party.
This whole week ive been pretty much hangin out with ppl that really make me feel like...a kid again...they make the problems sceese(sp?) to exist. Alan, Santa, Arnold, chris, and anyone else that pretty much befriends me when im at alans house, (which has clearly become my home away from home) Its been a great week though. I got to hang out with these ppl who make me laugh and smile..and...forget that problems do exist in my life. Sad..but true. But in the time that im around them....its only common stupidity...and thats ok in my books. Arnolds funny..he really is...plus he looks like mark, when mark was 15 or so..REALLY...he doesnt believe me..but someone else has told him that too..but yea..hehe..its all cool and stuff..
Ive given up sodas again and taken up walking the streets of Laredo. dont be surprised if you see my wandering around aimlessly through someones front (or back) lawn. I just get bored walking around schools...so i just keep walking now..just like i said..aimlessly..wherever i end up after 3 hours is my pit stop and turn around point. I got my housing assignment today. Yea..i found out who my roomate was gonna be, and im a little afraid that its going to end up being some blonde airhead that im not gonna get along with..or even worse..someone just like me...who i am gonna get along with. that one sounds like an oxymoron...but...really..its not. I just dont know..its so strange, i cant believe im actually leaving. Well yea..im actually getting sleepy..we were watching movies at Alans, but..yea..stupid B-list movies...i paid full price for this stupid movie and yea..i also saw Eurotrip..i thought it was really good..it could have done withOUT the man pipi and massive amounts of boobs...but the overall message of the story was really good.
A white horse..and a prince..and a sunset...i dont ask for much...
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~*&Vanessa
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