"stupidest crap ever."
10:40 p.m. & 2004-07-07

yea...i tried..i dunno whats wrong with me..maybe just stupidity or something. All these little crushes jumping outta nowhere..not to mention the fact that i DONT EVEN know the guy..but yea..all i know is that hes gonna be a sophomore at united.. all i know is his name is jj. this has got to be one of the worst crushes EVER! hahha..not to mention the fact that ive only seen once...and a coupla hours in the dark and a few minutes in the light. this is completely a dumb idea.

one year ago..andy broke up with me. heh..i dont know what to say? was i supposed to say something..and like clockwork..i showed up to band today...thinking...almost wanting to see him there.

Hes gone...to pennsylvania..for two weeks..its like deja'vu. God..i guess for once i wont expect him to call..cuz its not gonna happen anyways..i wonder if he said hed call her...i wonder if he is gonna call her..i dont know..i dont care..i dont think i care..

merry christmas...i luv you too.

-Vanessa

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