"thank you God, for just one more day."
2:00 a.m. & 2004-07-09

For some reason i think God loves me today. He let the computer live for just one more day so i could backup all my files...this morning the computer died..like completely. It kept restarting so we had to pull the plug. literally. then it wouldnt start at all..I got home like 10 mins ago and yea..my mom said it magically came back to life...which is kick ass..im gonna burn some cd's and put all my useless-to-you but useful-to-me crap on cds too..i cant afford to lose some of this information. Anyways..i FINALLY got my Hawthorne Heights cd !! yea..finally..im in love with this cd now..i stalked best buy so that i could get this cd..and now its mine..bwahahaha. :D i made a jellmold in other current news...yea...haha..dont ask..i guess it was lack of internet on this comp or something...talked to my parents about the party..they said im gonna have to tell the neighbors about the bands being their till 2 am..i beg to differ...the bastards never cared enough to tell me when they had their crapass music on till 4 in the morning the day before region tryouts..so yea..i like revenge...but they said i HAD to tell them...or no party..hmmm...my little crush on the guy with the cute head is on...its so sad..i cant stop thinking about this guy...and i kinda wish i could...its just wrong..its just an infatuation with his pretty head..and voice...and smile..and..shit...no..*haha* not his..____...but you get the point..stupidity all around ...damn teenage hormones. i still have some invitations that needa get dropped off..and not to mention the fact that me alan and santa went cruising in north laredo...just for the hell of it. thats not like me. thats not like me at all. *sigh* cheer up little emo kid..its gonna be alright If only that were true. i feel the urge to cry...but i dont have pms..gosh this sucks..im off to make my cds.

-Vanessa

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