"Scar Tissue"
1:16 a.m. & 2004-07-12

SO YEA! like...roxys 15nera went pretty well..uhm..minus the horrible dresses and the dancing and stuff...hehe. I WAS WITH THE BAND!! so it didnt matter. but yea..(guy with the cute head)=jay jay ends up in my room along with marco and aaron and like yea..its just crazy i was doing my hair with like 6 guys in my room. so yea..they left and we had all the gweetars to take and stuff...so we went. i dressed like..normal..well, my type of normal, and yea..so i helped the band set up and do sound check and all that cool stuff.at one point jay jay was sitting in front of me and as much as i didnt want to..i kinda just locked eyes with him once and smiled..and he smiled back..haha i felt the redness all over..we had to wait for the ppl to actually do the thingy mabobber dance crap so we did..and eventually..it fell apart and all the dumb shit..but yea..the band got up..and i told jay jay to kick some ass on stage and told the rest of the guys to yea..have fun. Alan filmed the whole performance and yea...haha..that thing is definately going to college with me..its a great tape and all. but yea..so after the performance i told the guys how great they were..cuz they were..and yea..we went to were some pool tables were and debated what wed do next and stuff..jay jay asked me if i was vanessa from msn..haha..and i said yea..that i wasnt crazy or anything...but that i was just..vanessa. haha..he also asked me if my brother had gone to united middle..and i said yea..he said he had a class with him. *holy jeezuz* it was then that i noticed the age gap between me and the rest of ppl i was around...but never the less, jay jay's cute..and funny...and yea..hes got an amazing voice..that i know ive mentioned. We came back to my house and you wouldnt believe how much equipment and ppl fit in my car...haha..poor car.. but we stopped at marcos and dropped off the stuff then squeezed agian to my house to watch the video of them playing..it was funny. we went to the park for a bit..then they picked up david...then we went to alans..and yea..i gotta admit that this crush thing is only going to worsen every time i see that tape..or hang out with these guys..*ugh* not to mention my mom had a problem with me hangin out with them cuz their younger than me. :S shes being all weird and stuff. i dunno..but yea..jay jays cute..and funny..and no MORE talking...haha..im sleepy..i really am..ive got a headache..maybe ill watch their tape agian.

-vanessa

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