you wrapped your hands tight around my heart and squeezed it full of pain.

"soggy ceral"
3:23 p.m. & 2004-07-12

will wait for you forever says:

hey ?

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

hye

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

hey*

i will wait for you forever says:

whats up

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

nuthing..just pissed of.

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off

i will wait for you forever says:

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

stupid mother thing.

i will wait for you forever says:

okay i wont invite alyssa

i will wait for you forever says:

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

shes being all bitch cuz im hangin out with all these guys that are like..15 and 16...shes got major..i dunno weird issues..her and my dad woke me up at 2:30 telling me that i used to goto bed at 10pm and that they dont know whats wrong with me. LMAO! i was like..its not my fault laredos a better place at night!!

i will wait for you forever says:

hahahahhhahahahahahahaahhahaaha

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

so i was just here..

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

eating my cerals and

i will wait for you forever says:

haha

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

shes snickering behind my back.."their just little boys..you act like you have no friends.."

i will wait for you forever says:

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

.."boys in your room that you dont even know.."

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

i was like...GOD DAMMIT! i know these ppl...

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

*ugh*

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

im so frustrated.

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

hahahaha

i will wait for you forever says:

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

and then were having like a little jam out party at a friends house today, cuz his parents are outta town and stuff..so like..yea..its at night, and i KNOW shes gonna be all bitch about it

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

its not my fault that they raised me to be like a kid STILL at 18!!

i will wait for you forever says:

hahahahaha

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

sheltered me from everything..and now that i wanna have fun..with the ppl that actually intrest me...its a big deal...and i bet if they were like older than me itd be the same damn shit

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

alright..im done

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

hehe

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

had to get that out.

i will wait for you forever says:

its the fact that they have a penis

i will wait for you forever says:

and your parents are worried

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

yea...

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

a penis that we all joked about last night.

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

hahahha..with them, its all about stupid jokes about puberty and penis'

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

ITS fuckin funny.

i will wait for you forever says:

hahahahahaha

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

screaming at ppl in my packed car with the windows down..gettin it all on tape...

i will wait for you forever says:

hahahahahaha !

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

its so much..its something id give ANYTHING just to be thier age ...so itd be legal...hahahhaha

i will wait for you forever says:

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

plus...im trying my best to keep the night goin last night..with her calling me every two minutes at alans house, cuz yea...duuuude the guy with the cute head= jay jay was there and all.

i will wait for you forever says:

hahahahahahahah !

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

it sucked..i was having so much fun actually talking to him..and yea...she HAD to ruin it..we all left at 1 cuz i had to leave..but hopefully i get to see him agian.

i will wait for you forever says:

thats cool

i will wait for you forever says:

so they are gonna play ?

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

yea..its a little jam out session that were having a friends house.

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

its gonna be cool

i will wait for you forever says:

what kinda songs were they playing ?

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

nirvana, deftones, incubus, red hot chili peppers and a megadeath song...

i will wait for you forever says:

okay cool

i will wait for you forever says:

they arent emo

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

all which came out PRETTY good...just cuz jay jay has this incredible voice.

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

hahaha...nah..

i will wait for you forever says:

i think we are the only emo band

i will wait for you forever says:

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

their the other30% of what other music i like..

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

deathmetal shit and hardcore..hehehehe

i will wait for you forever says:

so jay can scream too ?>

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

its funny..my music taste is so f'ed up

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

yes!

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

he can.

i will wait for you forever says:

cool

i will wait for you forever says:

they are playing right ?

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

where?

i will wait for you forever says:

your house

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

actually i was gonna ask them about it...

i will wait for you forever says:

well if you like them

i will wait for you forever says:

they should play

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

so i can cancel the first band..and stuff.

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

yea i know..

i will wait for you forever says:

.speak bullets with my pen. says:

cuz i dont think their gonna come together.

parents are stupid..they dont know what i need. i really like these ppl..they make the days pass really fast...and as hard as its gonna be to admit this..these "kids" actually make me wanna stay in laredo..

desicions desicions.

-vanessa

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