"death to all"
11:31 p.m. & 2004-07-22

my eyes are killing me..like..really..theyve sprouted arms which carry heavily armed weapons which are shooting upon my corneas.

I went to the eye doctor...got to play all these cool little eye games, but yea..they put these crazy drops in my eyes that burned the hell outta them and yea..not cool. Anyways, he told me that i could have my contacts back and told me my vision was getting better, but was on the verge of getting worse. yea..he had lost me after the word contacts. So he said i had a diffrent problem..and he said it was a rare case that he hadnt see in a while. He made me do some weird little hand games and basically told me that i was living in a 2D life..mainly because im left-eye dominant...but he said..that because i "think" im rightside dominant, i try to MAKE everything dominant on that side..including that eye..which strains it really bad. i was just like confused after that..he said all this crazy mumbo jumbo then said..your supposed to be lefthanded..haha..i was like..really?! it had occurred to me that i was forced to learn right-handed in the early years, only because..i was small and my opinion of the fact that it felt wrong, didnt matter to the older folk. He had me write with my right hand, then he said notice how you tilt the paper..almost completely down.. then he put the pen in my left hand and titled the paper to the right side...i told him it felt strange, and he said, well after more than 15 years of writing with only that hand...yea..it would be strange..so yea..anyways..i got my contacts, some special eye drops and blablabla...theyre colored contacts. theyre pretty..but yea..so..thats how it all went.

It rained today again, and i think its really nice and stuff..there was that calm before the storm then its just thundering and lightning outside right now...but theres a cool breeze in the air. i went outside and ate some chocolate chip icecream with my tail-less kitty.

still on the party planning streak..theres not much really to get done and stuff..but you know...its an endless sharade with my father. He needs to know ALL the specifics. but yea..its all cool..well..my eyes are really bothering me..maybe ill actually goto bed early today.

THe Early November- Baby Blue

-Nessa

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