"*poof* and shes gone."
3:33 p.m. & 2004-07-26

As i sit here, not understanding what the hell im actually doing, just sitting here..i can only think(other than that)"Gosh...my room looks so diffrent without me in it.." Theres no identity in it at all. Slowly but surely the BLink182 wall is being torn down. Leaflets from cds are being returned to their original jewel cases to be placed in a box with all the other cds, stickers and patches being put in another box, magazine clipouts and other picture type things are going into a seperate box, other fan related objects such as magazines, 7 in.'s books, and others, are going into once again, another box. Only two of those boxes will go with me...the others will remain under my bed...where they will slowly fade away any unwanted memories that were ever attached to them. ITs kinda sad..but..ok i guess.. posters...will probably stay up...but ill take two or three...most likely one blink182 poster and one atticus poster..just so i can buy an early november poster..and most likely a drive thru records poster. My dorm room will not be so much as "Fan of Blink182's" room, but more so...a "fan of really awsome music" room. Anyways..yea..my room looks pretty...almost kinda dull. haha..it still has a lot up..but has a lotta stuff down at the same time.

I emailed the very Lovely Joevember! ^_^ from the early november, just asking him how warped tour went, and what we can expect from their new album and yea.. he is so damn pretty *haha* That democratic convention thingy started today...meaning mr. bushy is somewhere down here in texas. yea...bastard guy...haha..what else...oohhhh yea...that lady that turned up missing..her husband soooo killed her. They found the bloody weapon, and, the bloody apartment, and the missing bloody matress...hes guilty..they just gotta find the body now. And he thought he did it the right way...*pshhh* he obviously does not have the mind of a serial killer. There are plenty of ways to get away with murder...he just didnt plan it out very well..

*ugh* im supposed to be calling everyone about the party...like a confirmation call, kinda typa thingy just to make sure i know how many ppl are gonna be there for sure..my mom made me invite some cousins..so..0_0 oh shit..haha..yea..im over my head in ppl all ready..i guess i can do that later...im gonna finish up my starbucks vanilla frappuccino...maybe watch my drive thru dvd again..and then ill take a look at the list.

Still no news from my "room mate" God only knows where she is...or who she is. i dont think ill be able to get along with someone like me..i kinda hope were opposite..but i definately hope shes not a blonde. *hehe* yes, i dont take to kindly to those types...*sorry*

ack..alrights...im gone now.

*poof*

The Early November- fluxy

-Vanessa

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